Give me a reason

If they say the hardships you go through in life are God's test for you then Dear God, when will you stop testing me? Why is it some people get it so lucky? I'm not asking for money or to be rich. I just want to be happy. 

As I get along with life its harder to keep the faith. To meeting good people and maintaing meaningful relationships. What is it you have in store for me, I have asked then why have I not received? That if I'll be alone in this lifetime then give me another purpose to live.

Give me a reason to find passion for something. A reason to want to wake up each day and know what I'm doing has meaning. I dont want this life to be so mundane, shallow and alone.